air to breath

So Im not really sure what broke last night, but today, I awoke a little lighter, a little more hopeful. I don't really care what shifted, or how God did it, but Im beyond thankful. Just reminded once again that there's so much more to life. When we get so focused on something, everything fades away. I don't want tunnel vision. No matter how much my heart desires something. The battle lies not so much in waiting for the desires to be fulfilled or in questioning God's timing, but rather, in releasing the desires and asking for clear vision and an obedient heart to respond to God's heart. Gosh, I feel so small tonight. Here I am, asking for a husband, when there's so much more going on around me. God, give me fresh perspective.